Monday, September 6, 2010


I used to not be able to stand the uncertainty of the future but as the days go by, I've become more apathetic. I have no job, I'm not officially obligated to a school, I have no girlfriend, no children, hardly any friends(close by at least), I do have a car and insurance to pay, but as long as i don't have a job, my mom has that covered. It's safe to say my life has no meaning right now and as long as theres no systematic things in my life to worry about, I won't ever have meaning in life. And when I do get a job, get to school, find a girl I know isn't my soul-mate but am with just because, I'll be too distracted to know that all these things don't mean anything.

25 comments:

  1. Dam man that sucks, try and get a job :/

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  2. Hey now it's never to late to start trying. You can still go back to school and get a life that makes you happy

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  3. lif"'s hard T_T

    http://albicant.blogspot.com/

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  4. Thanks guys, It really means a lot to have the support you guys. <3

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  5. "find a girl I know isn't my soul-mate but am with just because"

    well why not find your soulmate instead of wasting your time on someone like that?

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  6. My soulmate is nowhere near my sights. You can not simply look for your soulmate, no one ever finds them that way. We all get lonely after a while is why.

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  7. just go out and do something and a oppurtunity will present itself to you

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  8. crazy good post bro, keep it up

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  9. awesome post, cant describe things how i want to like that, keep up the posts

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  10. Keep your head up buddy you're still young. Protip: No one your age has shit figured out.

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  11. Keep your head up and persevere man! Good things come to those that work for them :)

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  12. awww i know how you feel but best thing to do is take them in small steps you'll be surprised how far you've come when you look back. trust me bro it always starts with a little one

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  13. I know the feeling of antipathy, its not fun :-/

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  14. The meaning of life is to enjoy it, no matter how pointless it may seem.

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  15. sweet art of space I LIKES IT!!!!

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  16. I'm essentially in the same boat as you. My life is pretty dull and boring. Very monotonous. I just don't care anymore. Ugh shit happens I suppose.

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