Saturday, September 11, 2010

Fuck...I feel incredibly depressed at the moment. Besides my family, whom of which have been on my nerves lately, I've been alone and the loneliness is killing me. I still do not have a job and as the days go by I feel more and more hopeless. I'm low on cash as it is and I can't afford to go place to place asking for a position or simply leaving a resume. I feel stuck... I find myself thinking I should of done things in the past differently. To make things worse, I'm in love with a girl 900 miles away and as much as I want to make the drive back to her, I can't, things are too complicated. I hope an opportunity presents itself...

34 comments:

  1. Aaaawww dude.. you need a hug.

    Cheer up, things always eventually work out.

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  2. awe :( hang in there. Always look on the bright side of life *whistles*

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  3. damn i hope things turn around for you soon man

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  4. I wish I could help you... but since I can't, I'm just going to let you know that I read your blog and I will follow you to show my support towards you!
    I hope things get better. :)

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  5. Brother, for every shitty day, you are bound to get a good one. Also, if you feel like you're in one mess, don't think its the end. Some kids out there have it worse.

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  6. I feel sorry for you. I´m also in a long distance relastionship with a girl i know since half a year, but i never had the possibility to meet her so far. But we are glad that we have each other.
    It´ll get better :)

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  7. Dam dude...things will get better I used to feel depressed as well. But just dont think about how shity it is just think about the future and how it'll be better.

    You'll get a job just keep applying and get a dog :)

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  8. No wonder I never saw your posts...I thought I was following you now I am lol

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  9. Just another little word to say: Hang in there!

    *Hug*

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  10. You sound like a man in need of a fist-bump, and so I rapped my screen with my knuckles for you, bro. Hope things get better!

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  11. I pretty much feel the same way. All the time.

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  12. depression sucks i sleep a lot to help mine

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  13. Showing love ;) help me with love back ;)

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  14. Hang in there man, i guarantee you if you fight it through you'll find some hope

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  15. think of it like this you might be down on your luck now but things always change for every down time theres always a rise up.. just keep a positive mind set and things will hopefully turn to your advantage.

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  16. Kewl story, bro! Following!

    http://the-state-of-human-intelligence.blogspot.com/

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  17. im in the same boat as you my friend, except the girl is 3000 miles away and i'm on house arrest for being in the wrong car at the wrong time. the only difference is i'm happy. you gotta realize there's nothing you can do and things could be worse, stop comparing your life to others'. happiness is a state of mind so make the best of the shit one you have.

    It's not easy, ignorance is bliss so if your intelligent you know what you don't have. work hard toward getting what you want, and when you get it hold on to it like you'll never see it again. i'll be following brother.

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